Sunday, November 15, 2009

The profound literaries

I am not wholly ready for my Shakespeare's complete collection, don't even dare to sneak a word or two. That's why I bought it for $9.90 at a book fair to keep it forever in the cabinet :P I am currently into Oscar Wilde, absolutely thumbs up! De Profundis, all you need to know about the soul of socialism, can't wait to finish it because it is so emotionally arousing!! And, for the second time, re-borrowing Voltaire's Dictionary, only selecting distinct titles to read off, yet, still such an enchanted book about mankind. I am keen to find more books about Sun Yat Sen, and maybe proceed to some warfare items. Visited his historical sites in both Penang and Singapore, inspirational.

I skipped Da Vinci's at Singapore Science Centre few months ago, thinking the description was rather for kids, however, feeling kind of regretted that i missed it though. Wished to visit the Louvre one day..to witness his original works and some of the greatest creation which created the future we ever behold.

Found out that Tchaikovsky was gay on Friday. Damn, i have always loved his pieces, very intriguing and specifically sounding. Though i have not played the piano for almost a decade now, i still appreciate old classicals a lot. And i could say, it soothes and solves problems at times.

Most of the namely great people are gay, Wilde was gay too, but he wrote like a goddess. I admire their courage to commit to the most unnatural at that decade which was almost impossible to accept indifference or adversities. To modify perspectives, to create individualism and to push mankind to another level. Very very inspiring.

Literature, music, art and culture are such beautiful literaries that gave man his profound colour. I love it and will love it forever more till the day I stop existing.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

A Thinker's Button

I am very deluded. Why didn't our education system made us more indifferent? Rather just cloning our brains as workers, non-thinkers, restricted capabilities and in the worst, EQ isn’t in the list at all. Indifferent in the senses of striking creativity, opinionate subtleties and having the will of its own to create a borderless society.

It is sad but we have to admit that we are still following, and not even any near behind.

There was a distinct conversation with and between my two colleagues in the car one late night. Asians are programmed to be more averaged, less bad, less good, neither maximum nor minimum, to stay at a manageable level and always encrusting a harmonious propaganda as our crucial objective. Westerners are less programmed, but trained to use their own thinking in performing tasks. So the good or bad is not programmed, but based very lot on the personal character to grow into it. They have a lot of peaks, whilst, us do not even dare to dream of the peaks. They are very successful people, yet, could be big fat villians. For them, consequences are experience, nothing is good nor bad. We are people who 'think' we wanna be happy, live for a better life. Therefore, we work towards that, most of the time, forgetting about dreams, the impossibles, for only rationalities lived. We are different from them, but none other indifferent from each of us. They are unique, successful in their own ways and rude.

Their country produces leaders, creators, entrepreneurs, masterminds. We produce workaholics, followers, weak minds. To be at par, we need to be substantially different, but I have to say, to be the latter has much more happiness than the aforementioned. Balancing the universe, we tend to lose one when we grasped another. When we already have one set of character cemented into our souls, it seems too difficult to be true to cast another type into the same soul. A lot of us are working to it, and that is where virtues start to run loose, ethics disappear and most probably love and pity does not work on you anymore. If one chooses integrity, honesty and good angelic acts, you are easily succumbed to the dark society. Aren’t you at middle-of-no-where? All in all, I don’t mean having one thing will definitely make you lose the other, but you most probably would. If you could grasp the best of both worlds, then you are one lucky person on the streets.

If you want it, you need to work along all your ways to get it. If you do not want it, never hope, never dream, never think like you ever want it as it will feel like a mundane torturous grail of poison that barely keeps you alive.

Some things are just worthless. I am not saying it is better to be at the other side of the river, but it does looks greener. And things, as it is, does not last.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

I'm getting interested on business politics -- too much revolution readings argh >"<

Business is just getting interesting. Considering now at a momentary rest point, after going through a hell of turbulence...finally achievements and subsequent expectations are, too, momentarily subdued.. only thinking..when will again this road of mine diverge again..

Isn't it ironic? It is just funny living off two countries, distance too near to be true, yet, contrasting so vast. Home land is asking the people to pay RM50 tax per credit card.. while here in the land of 'less-freedom' ..banks are calling up individually, considering they really invest a lot a lot in service and interpersonal issues...offering us, least, the employed taking up free credit cards, as many as you wished, with overdrafts ever ready for you. No matter how you showed your temperament weather, they shelter and cushion it well to achieve the ultimate persuasion. Although you might give them a piece of your vocal overdue cheese cake, they persevere and end the conversation with a surmount politeness, i.e. 'thank you very much for your precious time'. I transcend, perhaps employees here just needed to abide to customers or potential customers to maintain their broth providing wages in bad terms like this. And our dearest Prime Minister, Encik Najib binti bla bla is ushering the people aloud stressing that RM50 is not a problem. Let's say since you are the tunggak of tanahair, why not just YOU try sponsoring us first for the first few rounds? To show that, you walk ahead, and the people will follow you closely behind??

No, it is not a small issue when puny stuff like that is obliviously illogical imprudence. Where did those heartfelt forefathers went? It is essential necessary to speak up especially we are the crucial users all these years. Why make things more difficult and not better? The education system is ruined, lucky that a few have survived. Corruption is as simple as buying my boss a cup of coffee. No to mention about the many many many other uncountable misleading decisions....

Also, on the bright side, thanks to you we have learned the act to take care of our own asses. We have unconsciously developed unity WITHOUT any hand from you, the stinky government. We know how to help each other through bad times, treasure priceless happiness and matured accordingly with harsh situations.

Why is it that when we already have the best of things in life, you would like to irritate and destroy our so-called perfect life that we have perceived?

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Nursery and kindergarten :)

dun bite me!

Moody afternoon

Nap...zzzz

Rollin' roLLin'~

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Fidgety

Can't stream any fucking thing tonight. FrUstrated so what the hell let's write. What a dizzy saturday man. Week days has been hectic. Wanting to sleep real bad but the music has kept me hanging aloof. Wanted to read too, but again, my mac just kept me away whole night. Chuck and Larry is a funny show.. what if my movies ran out, i'm gonna die of dehydration.. I wonder how's everyone back home?

let's go to bed. An early Saturday. And maybe a bad bad week ahead. sigh.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

The blogging worm

I would consider the art of laziness has perpetually destroyed a part of me, and awakened another sector of hidden liaison. Holidays have ended.

Finally, the verdict has been sounded and yes, i could feel the new milestone stacking up. New life coming up soon. As predicted, October is gonna be a so serious month. New place and new people. I was telling one friend over Facebook the other night about, great people and good places seldom or almost never coincide. Even if they do, best of things do not last long.

I have mastered the art of mixing up truth.

People are so casual today and i am not telling. This office, which i will miss truly when i detach shall be a reminiscent worth hanging up the wall. 1 year has been good. I am just afraid i will forget. I am the worst at stalling.

I hope i am ready to walk out of the circle and join the other precinct out there.

No, i am not changing my job :P and yes, it is career advancement, but it is a one way indescribable complexity that you would decline to hear of. I should start playing back those tapes. Like i played when i graduated from undergraduate. Surprisingly, today's clock ticks slightly slower, and that feels so damn good.

I should find time to upload some recent trip photos here. Life is too much and too easy to be missed.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

A meticulous mimicry

The act was of obvious reluctance which simple men could portray as much as they wanted too. For i despise as much as i disrespect, ironically, the first person dwells as much as further. The pantomimist did a great job. It was just a passing scene. When the princess came to the balcony, induced as she was, to hum to the hymns, into a poetic trance which could bring her to, the unceasing feeling. As the moon smirked and beamed lowly, people gained the day and put the rest for tomorrow. For she was the one that seemingly accompanied till dawn. As much as the audience applauded, as quick as time passed by, the charade was nothing more than a night of show.